I hope this isn't a goodby. it's not fair. I feel for you even if I it's been years since we've last played together.
I really hope you'll figure out a way to not give up. Otherwise, I whish you a happier life.
Ambient sound effects would be nice. I mean for the units, not just random birds and stuff. It would be cool to hear the occaisonal conversation (like in Halo Wars), and for certain buildings (the market, the barracks, etc.) to constantly generate sounds (market is some low murmur of people, the barracks has weapon sounds, the forge a hamer ringing, etc.). It would also be interesting to add musicians (who rely on the ambient sounds), and make nearby units have a health or healing bonus.