Quacker Posted June 3, 2005 Report Share Posted June 3, 2005 Stole this from my xanga (so its not really stealing). I'm really just feeling "blah" lately...like this whole week.Just friends. It's something hard to soak up after getting so close. God's will reigns best, now just to see what's in store.Mmm also found out today that my cell phone bill is $400. That blows.And I get to go into work at noon today instead of 4. And I'm working sundaySo yeah...little things add up and drive me to tears. Pray for me.Edit -Ok so i posted this before, but i needs to be posted again.UntitledDiscouraged, dismayedDistressed and afraidDisallusioned, distractedAll emotions have impactedDisoriented, misplacedThese problems I've facedDetermined, adamentYou knew what I meantHopeful, eagerLove's so meagerTrusting, unknowingThe future isn't showingGod You still knowThe seed I've yet to sow Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
King Tutankhamun Posted June 3, 2005 Report Share Posted June 3, 2005 Holy crap! 400 dollar cell phone bill Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Black Op Posted June 4, 2005 Report Share Posted June 4, 2005 Heh, bloody school has also given me this "blah" feeling for who knows how long....... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Uppy Posted June 4, 2005 Report Share Posted June 4, 2005 I'll pray for you. Don't worry. My dad spends alot of time on the cellphone so our bills are usually big too. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Curufinwe Posted June 4, 2005 Report Share Posted June 4, 2005 (I will pray for you too ... for redemption of the phone bill from now on, take your cell phone and make a sacrifice ... set fire to it It willo save you a lot of money and you don't have to work on Sunday to pay for a huge phone bill again ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quacker Posted June 4, 2005 Author Report Share Posted June 4, 2005 Eh, i'd have to work sunday, i was scheduled against my will lol. I was irresponsible and didn't have self-control with my cell, so now I reap the rewards...er, consequences.Jillian and I are working things out as "just friends", but its a lot more awkward and different. Its so hard seeing her and not being able to wrap my arms around her. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goldenratiophi Posted June 4, 2005 Report Share Posted June 4, 2005 Well, it can't get much worse from here.(famous last words)I'm sorry anyway. I'll pray for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mythos_Ruler Posted June 5, 2005 Report Share Posted June 5, 2005 "Well, it can't get much worse from here." - General Custer, 1876 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quacker Posted June 5, 2005 Author Report Share Posted June 5, 2005 Eh, it could get worse. We could have broken up, gotten mad at each other, whatever. I hope and pray that God takes the awkwardness away and that Jillian and I can develop a deep friendship. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CodeOptimist Posted June 6, 2005 Report Share Posted June 6, 2005 I'll be praying for you. Sometimes God gives us trials to see how we will handle them. Just keep your eyes on Him and "... know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to [his] purpose." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goldenratiophi Posted June 6, 2005 Report Share Posted June 6, 2005 I'm sure Jillian is or will be going through the same thing you are. It's summer. Go do something fun like bowling. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quacker Posted June 7, 2005 Author Report Share Posted June 7, 2005 Mmm Nathanael Romans 8:28 is my life verse.Haha Carlos, i'm sure we'll try to have some good times. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quacker Posted June 8, 2005 Author Report Share Posted June 8, 2005 So there is a poetry thread...but this is related more to this topic.I've Ever Loved TheeA relationship, its what you saidWhat you wanted, but now its deadEffort I tried, but it was not returnedIt takes two, for those gears to have turnedIt was meant to be, you and meWe were in love togther, and now I seeMy love was not returned, yet on I sayHow I long for you, I love you todayPuppy love, what you asked forI'd give it thee, and so much moreHard to get, that just smashedMy hopes, and dreams were dashedWhat do you want, of me I ask?Just tell me, I'd do the taskWhat from me, I dare not sayBut from my heart, I will paySo I do slip, and make mistakeYes, I do fail, and instigateI'm not perfect, as I saidYet my love for you is not deadI can't do this, no, not aloneI need another, another to bear the groanI need you, yes you to holdWhat about you, has it grown old?Are you tired of me, wanting more?Are you regretting me, just a bore?Are you forgetting me, moving on?Are you even knowing me, or am I gone?My love lives on, in silence stillWondering if, you'll love me tillI can do it right, show you howI've ever loved thee, more than now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quacker Posted June 24, 2005 Author Report Share Posted June 24, 2005 Sweet, a triple post...muahahah.A little update on the situation between Jillian and I...Kissing never tasted so good (well, she is the first and only girl i've kissed). Yeah, we're back together and better off than we were. We're having fun times together as much as possible and its much less "constraining" as far as the previous jealousy and stuff went. I.E., its so much better now than before. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goldenratiophi Posted June 24, 2005 Report Share Posted June 24, 2005 That's always good. Did you go bowling? EDIT: Does Jillian know that you are posting everything about your relationship on a public message board? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quacker Posted June 24, 2005 Author Report Share Posted June 24, 2005 Jillian knows pretty much everything I say, think, or do. lol...Actually we did go bowling yesterday She smoked everyone the second game Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goldenratiophi Posted June 24, 2005 Report Share Posted June 24, 2005 Actually we did go bowling yesterday She smoked everyone the second game ←SEE? Bowling is the heal-all! j/k, it's just my favorite game besides frisbee. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quacker Posted June 25, 2005 Author Report Share Posted June 25, 2005 Too bad Jillian doesn't appreciate ultimate frisbee like I do...lol. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheCobra1 Posted June 25, 2005 Report Share Posted June 25, 2005 Ummm, who is Jillian? $400!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you realise I could buy the whole Lego Star Wars Episode III Collection????Eh, it could get worse. We could have broken up, gotten mad at each other, whatever. I hope and pray that God takes the awkwardness away and that Jillian and I can develop a deep friendship.← Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quacker Posted June 25, 2005 Author Report Share Posted June 25, 2005 Jillian is my girlfriend, the girl in my avatar with me. Well i didn't buy the Lego Star Wars Ep. 3 collection, i talked for hours to Jillian...and that's better Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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